What's wrong w/me? I can't even look at pictures of my own boyfriend.

Is this normal?

Anniversary of my grandmother's death, 1 year as of now.

"I've learned much regarding life, and what goes on around it, but most importantly, I learn from the people that has affected my life greatly. I've learned majorily from my grandmother helen. She encouraged me to be what I can, she believed in me, and knew that I would become something great despite of what she already knew. it was just a matter of time for me to prove it to the world of my excellency of writing, and speaking to the world that will connect them, and help reflect on themselves, but for humanity as well."

Part of something i've written...

But yes....i guess i'll go to bed, or do something that's tiring. Not quite sleepy to be honest.

<3

7 more days til my birthday!